It’s been another long one and even though I froze for most of my visit in Eville, the sun is back out here with lots of heat to make up the last 24 hours of a more normal end-of-March.
On my way to visit with your family and friends yesterday my stomach was doing some usual jumping and as I sat just across the road, I caught the house complete with burbling brook.
Just outside, capturing the moment, breathing deeply and finally out and pushing open your door, everything inside was about you.
Andy, Jenny, Meryl, Madlyn, Mark…. more…friends everywhere… thinking, talking, tearing up to you.
Soon I could relax and enjoy the opportunity to catch up with Madlyn in your living room.
I’m just trying to adjust to this world without you just a phone call away.
This is all new for me, this territory of loss. This first week I just feel vulnerable and often exhausted. I just want to sleep.