Hi my Friend,
It was a very long and strange day today. Actually it’s been a strange month for me. The first month without you.
In the sunshine of the morning I got to the gym, observed my student teacher, spent time conferring with my HVWP leadership team. They asked how I was dealing with my loss and I was honest- it’s harder than I expected it would be but I don’t have too much to add to that yet.
Friends continue to be kind and sensitive and understanding, especially when I lose my mojo and I sink into a couch or a bed.
It was an unexpected day for a ride up to Ellenville to have dinner with my parents and Marla and Jeff and pass by your roads, Andy’s roads and not be able to stop.
I hold Andy and Jenny and Kevin deep in my heart as I remember how much they all mattered to you, especially now that Jenny is pregnant. I so want to know that baby.
I wondered about Andy and what he was doing today but we couldn’t stop. Damn!
A hard day today and even though I was in the world, you easily distracted me.
Rain’s coming tomorrow. We need it,